DANI
THE DAY WE'VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR! one time for the birthday bitch! two times for the birthday bitch! GO JEWEL GO JEWEL GO JEWEL! happiest birthday to you! YEAH YEAH 21! you can legally drink now and GO CRAZY! you can also visit bars... but... you better not. not in a condition like THIS! i constantly think about all our skype calls. they always got messier and messier. throwback THURSDAY! haha.. cause it's thursday today? get it? HAHA! anyways. tbt to when you forced me to stay awake with you to watch minghao play pubg and you kept calling him baobei. or remember when we went airbnb hunting at like 4am? or when we stayed up til like 8am watching svt's comeback show? or when i got acnh to play with you? or when i took marshal from you? or when we met THERE (will not say where because... #immature... we were young! LOL) or when we just went along and always said brbz and bibz? remember when you woke up from a nap and i was watching waterpark pov videos? our smules? yeah i still stream them to this day! me when i'm crying while typing this. it's wednesday november fourth 4:40pm btw! ANYWAYS! we have a lot of memories together. you've always been like an older sister to me and i am so thankful that i was able to meet someone like you in this lifetime. our age gap maybe be big but we always made it seem like there was nothing there. thank you for always being there for me, for skyping with me for days on days on days, for always making me feel safe and comfortable, for allowing me to be with you during rough times (we both had quite a few), for everything! i know we aren't as close anymore, but i will always see you as my older sister. or the one that got away! LOL! katy perry :smirk:. being with you always made me feel at ease, i could always be myself around you and i hope you can say the same for me too! i'm sorry for every mistake i've ever made, you are truly one of the best people, if not then you ARE the best, on earth who deserve the best. you're one of the strongest people i've ever met. watching you grow over this year really has me proud of you. you've made it so far! you're way too epic. you know where to reach me if you ever need me. i am always here for you! i will end this here before i cry even more! YEAH YEAH! i hope you have the best day ever, you deserve more than the best today and always. happiest birthday to you, have an amazing day you chem queen & the hyejoo to my gowon! MWAH! <3

[i made this before our
conversation last week, i love you always!]
[also you won't be receiving this from me as i am nervous]